Funny how they are connected.
When reading on paper, dizziness sets in. Seem to do okay on da computer screen.
Life's been fun the past few months. Gone from Cambodia to New Mexico dramarama to heartbreak at home with a twist of clockwork orange thrown in.
Issues that are tough and downright touching are hitting the heart of this mom. In between dizziness and sleeping and lurking on blogs all over the place when I could, I've been listening to lots of churchy music, including Michael Card's "Hidden Face of God" on my phone. One of the songs talks about God waiting for us to worship Him in our wilderness while we are wounded- for He is wounded, too. Hit me between the eyes.
Not sure what will be happening the next few months. Will I be working? Will Jacob be forced to drive his mom around? And the mundage.....Will our house ever be cleaned? Why do we even have this house? We never have friends over.......The front yard is a mess; I have not done anything with the landscaping since March - and since I am the one that takes care of the these things, the front yard is so embarrassing. Dead plants that did not get watered all summer along the driveway. It is depressing.
I do not think that the living room has been vacuumed for months either.
And here I am. Too dizzy and tired to do much.
Wish we would make some changes in our life. Have wanted to for a while. Things that should be blessings are burdens.
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2 comments:
Hang in there Mrs W. We are praying for you.
Er, Yvonne, I do think that your living room has been vacuumed. I distictly remember that. I need to bring over my rumba.
Ginny
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